Our life is no dream.

Yesterday, Mar. 25, was Novalis’ death date, a German Romantic philosopher whose thought I stumbled upon while researching my thesis on George MacDonald.

My love for Novalis’ thought is similar to my love of MacDonald’s. Both recognized the limits of language and rationality when it comes to expressing truth and the universal. Both rejected what they deemed to be the artificial distinctions between the natural and the supernatural and the internal and the external. “Poetry heals the wounds inflicted by reason.” Death for both of them was nothing to be feared—it was just a portal to more life.

Last weekend I finished The Book of Dead Philosophers (Simon Critchley’s lively meditations on the significance of nearly 200 philosophers’ deaths.) and was pleased to find an entry on Novalis:

After a period of deteriorating health and having suffered a stroke, Novalis sent for his friends. On 25 March 1801 he fell asleep as Friedrich Schlegel sat beside him, listening to his brother Karl playing the piano. He never woke up.

Not mentioned in the entry is the uncanny intersection of his death with something Novalis wrote (and one of MacDonald’s favorite quotations from him):

“Our life is no dream; but it ought to become one, and perhaps will.”

It would seem it did.

No better day.

This is it. The moment my computer widget has been counting down for about two years now—the final day of the Bush presidency and the beginning of the Obama one. (Of course, two years ago, my computer didn’t know that latter bit of information.)

Pundits and the cautionary are rightly calling attention to the fomented excitement and overblown expectations. No doubt expectations are too high. Obama is no superhero.  Just a regular joe (though not “that one”).

But today, we are not only celebrating a new president, but new possibilities. It’s a chance to get away from the worrying headlines that have become part of our daily routine. Eventually, reality will settle in.

But it’s been a long time, and a hero can’t hurt. Even if its only for a day.

2008: A year in books.

It would appear that 2008 was a good year for my reading list. And it’s particularly gratifying to see them all organized with thanks to goodreads.com. You, yes, you, should log your own reading.

This year afforded me the luxury of being able to read more than a few books by a single author–which was an enjoyable way to get better acquainted with reoccurring themes and concerns of a given author. In addition to continuing my love affair with A.S. Byatt, I found a few new crushes: Don DeLillo, Zadie Smith and Miriam Toews.

Serendipity.

While reading A Vindication of the Rights of Woman this evening, I underlined the following quote:

“. . . women of the present century, with a few exceptions, are only anxious to inspire love, when they ought to cherish a nobler ambition, and by their abilities and virtues exact respect.” ~ Mary Wollstonecraft, 1792

Then not three minutes later I stumbled upon this:

“The problem with women is that, historically, they don’t know their worth in the workplace. They’d prefer to be liked rather than respected. [We] shouldn’t have to choose between the two. We should be both.” ~ Judge Judy Sheinlin, 2008

Interesting, no?

Hope.

I concur. Yes we did.

And dance party.

One more day. I hope.

My favorite photo. . .today.

Taken right after the debate when McCain caught himself exiting the wrong side of the stage. (From the Reuters newswire).

A must watch.

As Palin’s insidious attempts to smear Obama as a candidate who’s “pallin’ around with terrorists” [alluding to his living in the same neighborhood as Bill Ayers and their brief coinciding roles on a charity board, which has been addressed and rebutted (repeatedly)] are increasing, she’s fomenting hate, violence and racism.

In light of her close and deceptive interrogation of Obama’s past, one wonders about her own potential “domestic terrorist” connections, including

• The Kenyan pastor who laid hands on Palin and prayed her to be free from witchraft. And since we’re in the realm of associations, it’s salient to note that this pastor, Thomas Muthee, got his pastoral start when after six months of “spiritual mapping,” he and local townspeople ran a Kenyan woman out of town after accusing her of casting demonic spells and causing car accidents.

But for a far better exploration of Palin’s own far more substantive and questionable associations, please watch the following:

Transcript here.

What I think. All two cents.

Someone recently asked me for specifics on why I’m voting for Obama. What I intended to be a relatively quick response turned into something a little longer. And after sending it, Zack encouraged me to post it here.

Dear __________,

Hmm. I got a little carried away . . .so I bucketed each rant/talking point.

A few words on why I’d vote for Obama even if I weren’t “for Obama.”
I guess the first place I would start is my dislike of what I truly believe the last eight years have wrought as a result of a Republican administration. We are more in debt than when Clinton was president, we are at war on two fronts, we are potentially poised for a depression and our international relations is at an all-time low.

Additionally, even if I did not believe in Obama’s policies (which I do) I would choose not to vote before I voted for McCain. From his equivocation on positions, his statements about deregulation, his stance on the war (not to mention his reckless decision-making record), McCain has all appearances of being a more extreme version of George W. Further, even if I believed in McCain’s positions, I would not vote for him because of his running mate. Palin is frighteningly inexperienced for being the running mate to what could be the second-oldest president to be nominated. Inexperienced in foreign policy, in domestic issues, in judicial matters. She is interested in pandering to the extreme religious views of Republican issues, and she is championing a notion that a presidential candidate should be “one of us.” Rather, we should be seeking informed candidates—who we may or may not be able to have a beer with (George W.’s “platform”)—who will intelligently run the country.

But why I like Obama?
The thing that’s consistently struck me about Obama was his apparent genuineness. When he talks about his policies and political issues I get the impression that he has actually done some thinking about them and his not merely giving his version of what he perceives to be the most politically prudent. But, even if I’m wrong about that, I agree with many of his policy stances.

So, specifically, in terms of Obama’s policy.
Iraq
I think one of the biggest issues this election is foreign policy. I believe that we need a president who can help end things in Iraq and bring stability to that region. We are pouring money into Iraq and have been for years, while our own economy has been steadily declining. We’ve made cuts in federal programs because we no longer have the money to fund them. We’re borrowing huge sums of money from China–engendering ourselves to a powerful, but potentially problematic world power.

From the beginning, Obama was against the Iraq war, saying when the vote was passed that it would be “an occupation of undetermined length, with undetermined costs, and undetermined consequences.” As a result, Obama is committed to ending our involvement in Iraq. Additionally, his willingness to meet with world leaders (something even the Republican superhero Reagan was willing to do) will go a long way in helping restore better relations with the rest of the world, which have been seriously harmed as a result of our last eight year’s of foreign policy.

Health Care
The second biggest issue in my opinion is health care. We are one of the few remaining countries who does not provide health care for all of its citizens. And I truly believe that a country that is willing to call itself a “Christian nation” is one that should provide for the widow, the orphan and the “least of these.” We are not doing that. The people who die from treatable diseases is appalling. And the rebuttal is, “How much it will cost?”. Well, despite Palin’s claim that McCain’s plan is cost-free, the Urban Brookings Tax Policy estimates that McCain’s plan, which would only cover 5 million uninsured, would increase the deficit by $1.3 trillion. Obama’s plan would cost just a little more (at 1.6 trillion), but would cover 34 million.

Economy
Obama’s emphasis on tax cuts for middle class and his overall approach is, in my opinion, far more robust than McCain’s. And in light of the current economic issues we are facing—nationally, we are seeing the increased need for oversight and regulation, something Obama and Biden are for. And while McCain is now calling for regulation, he has a long, well-documented history for advocating deregulation (e.g.“I think the deregulation was probably helpful to the growth of our economy.”) of the financial market and even compared his health care program approach of private competition to the success of deregulation in Wall Street.

Energy
I agree with Obama’s energy proposals, but I will admit that this is one area where his equivocation has disappointed me. He was initially against off shore drilling, citing it as a political ploy since it would not lower gas prices for close to 10 years and that it was putting more money into an infrastructure that we are trying to reduce our dependence on. Overall, however, I agree with his call for increased funding for alternative sources of fuel, reducing our dependence on foreign oil (which is connected both to national security issue and foreign policy) and capping gas emissions. His current plan also includes the creation of jobs in tandem with creating cleaner energy.

A word about abortion.
I’ve heard more than a few people from both the “D” and “R” persuasions, explain to me that there’s no way I could be/vote Democrat if one were Christian, specifically because of abortion. I completely disagree. If one who is against abortion self defines as “pro-life”—then it should be all life that they should champion. And current U.S policies are not “pro-life.” We are not pro-life in Iraq. We are not pro-life in regards to our health care. We are not pro-life in our use of “enhanced interrogation techniques” (i.e torture). We were/are not pro-life in our treatment of Katrina victims. We are not pro-life by suspending habeas corpus.

If we’re talking definitions here, which I’m not sure how helpful those really are, I would say I’m “pro-choice, anti-abortion.” I don’t think the answer to abortion lies in legislating away Roe v. Wade. Frankly, I don’t think the Republican party would/could ever overturn Roe v. Wade, and even if they were able, there would still be abortions, illegal ones at that. So, I think making abortion a key pivot issue on whether you vote D or R is distracting and irrelevant.

These are my thoughts, and I welcome discussion.

**UPDATE: So much for intentions. What I intended to be an argument for why I’m voting for Obama has turned into a discussion about abortion. So, I’m adding to my previous comment:

I do believe there should be restrictions on abortion. And I will repeat: I am against abortion. But my point here was NOT to talk about my position on abortion, so much as my position on how Roe v. Wade and other related political legislation fits into one’s political choices. This was not my attempt at an all-inclusive presentation of my full beliefs on abortion. Something that I’m not sure I could even do now or in this forum. I will repeat, though, I do not believe in abortion.

I think my underlying belief in the fact that nothing gets truly done without being done on the micro level informs what I’m trying to express–there are more effective ways to address abortion than by voting R on a ballot every few years.

I knew a family growing up that renovated a portion of their house to make room for pregnant women to live there, providing options for women who had no family or money to turn to in their crisis. I think they were effective.

My personal conviction against abortion is informing my rather pragmatic position of being “pro-choice.” [Again, I’ll also reiterate: I don’t think this definition is helpful or even necessarily accurate, but it’s my way of working within an issue that’s been binary to the exclusion of actually talking about how it pertains to our vote]. Because, while the abortion rate has fallen somewhat in the past few years, the trend line overall has been steadily increasing. And the U.S. still has one of the highest teen-pregnancy rates in the developed world with teen birth rates on the rise.

Which, to me, suggests a bigger problem than legislation can fix.

Resist much.

A slow day at work today afforded me the opportunity to read a bit from Leaves of Grass, which has been on my internal to-read list, if not my goodreads to-read list.

What’s struck me the most so far is this one little poem:

To the States

To the States or any one of them, or any city of the States, Resist
much, obey little,
Once unquestioning obedience, once fully enslaved,
Once fully enslaved, no nation, state, city of this earth, ever
afterward resumes its liberty.

Throughout the surrounding poems in Book I, there is a sense of jubilance at the constant decay of all things [e.g. “Ever the mutable / Ever materials, changing, crumbling, re-cohering”].

Yet this little “To the States,” poem calls for a resistance to entropy: “Resist much, obey little.” I like that line.

There’s potentially a tension between celebrating decay and fighting against it—but the resolution, I think, lies somewhere in the fact that Whitman’s persona desires simply a response. Be it sadness, be it joy, be it celebration, be it resistance—Whitman’s persona wants the reader to participate, to feel—to react.

Perhaps, it’s a fight against passivity. A way of preserving self. And I find that comforting.

They know how to swim, row, ride, wrestle, shoot, run, strike,
retreat, advance, resist, defend themselves,
They are ultimate in their own right—they are calm, clear,
Well-possess’d of themselves.

~ “A Woman Waits for Me.”